Visualization

If you read or have heard about LOA, then you have heard about visualization. One of the techniques to manifest what you want. 

It is essentially visualizing exactly what you want and rejoice in feeling that you already have it.

So if you want an iphone say, visualize having an iphone. Google up stuff about ipjone as an ipjone user would. Install itunes(its free). And don’t look longingly at an iphone  because you already have it. Look at it when you see it and say of look the exact same model that I have. And love your existing phone and be grateful for it every day.

I have given a feeble attempt at visualizing, but even then I knew there was fear or need attached to it. Also now when I look back, coming from a space of need I should have persisted in visualizing, it would have manifested or I would have been able to refine the need and be able to drop the attachment.

I had migrated to Australia then and was looking for a job.  A few months later, I got an interview call for the exact role with exact money I wanted, I just wanted it so badly then, I was scared.

After the first round of interview over phone, although I was sure it was not that good, I visualized getting that job, I got called for the second round. Second round was good in my opinion but it didn’t turn out in my favour.

What happened?

I was operating from a place of severe need. I could not keep up the visualization. I wanted that role, but I was never sure I was good enough for that role. I used to doubt myself with that role. Now, looking back I can see all this clearly. 

So I eventually got a job which I knew was my forte in banking sector (this was one thing I wanted, to work with a bank).  

Now, I am a contractor with the bank, I want a permanent job with the bank and want to draw the salary that I am drawing as a contractor or more.

Resistances that I know I feel:

I am contracting via a firm who have a no poach agreement with the bank.

The salary at offer will be less, but the support role makes up for the money.

Then there are times I feel, why this bank, I could go look for a job and wish for the perfect outcome and get a job that pays more than what I want and is a perfect role for me. I should let the universe figure that out.

So in this case I am left wondering what to visualize?

-          Going to work every day at a flexible work place and an amazing team.

-          The pay check every month.

-          The fabulous role that I have.

I am going to spend some minutes every day visualizing this. Along with that, I am going to do my job like I know how important it is, rather than thinking it’s just a support role. I am going to take more initiatives like a permanent employee would do and take necessary leaves as possible as a permanent employee would. I am going to behave like a permanent employee would.

Cheers to that!!!