I don’t intend to sound saintly here, but I have never been
scared of money. Never felt scarce, it is important, but it doesn’t make me
paranoid or I don’t long for it. I have always felt abundant about it. My needs
have always been met and some more.
From the classical definitions:
I was born into a so called middle class family. Went to a
school crowded with rich people. But, never once did I see the cars or
possessions about the kid, and felt sad or a sense of longing. I never felt
that even as a kid. Why? I don’t know. Of course I wanted that cool pencil or
those clothes. But I just assumed, I get what my parents afford and I was
extremely happy with what they got me. I went to school in a rickshaw, or my
parents dropped me on a scooter. Some kids came in flashy cars, I can remember
it now. Then, none of it registered. I remember coming back from this friend’s
house, which was at least 10 times bigger than mine, and very excitedly
describing it to my parents. I was thrilled, that that house existed. No
sadness or feeling of longing for that house.
I was never ashamed of calling my rich friends over. I didn’t see any
difference then.
I grew up surrounded with the richest kids around. They drove me around in their expensive cars.
They shopped with money, lots of it. I always went home and excitedly told my
parents about it. I remember all that excitement now. I was excited, never
jealous.
Well, yeah that’s the saintly me!!!
I have always felt abundant in what I have. Yes, there are
times now when I feel jealous for a moment or a day or two, but not incessantly
and then I forget. I somehow seem to forget that.
I have always been provided for, I have always got what I
needed and wanted. At the present moment, I feel the richest I have ever felt.
Some cool abundances that I have been showered with:
-
DH went to Germany for a work trip. He saved
some cool money. He was intending to gift me a diamond ring with 50000Rs. His first flight got delayed as a result of
which he missed his connecting flight. The airplane company gave him 40000Rs as
compensation. He bought me a ring for a lakh rupees.
-
After we bought a house, we were always in
credit card rolling (I was never bothered with it either), once, the credit
card bill was too high for us to roll next month. We didn’t want to pay
interest and were thinking of a personal loan. Next day, I got the exact amount
of money in my account. From where, I still don’t know. I assume it was some
pending PF money. But I am still not sure. And we were out of credit card
rolling.
So essentially I am vibrating abundance. Then why am I not
showered with million dollars? I never asked for it.
Let’s ask: I am enjoying a million dollars now!!! How cool
is that???
Conclusion:
Your vibrations matter. Your surrounding is a clear
reflection of your vibration. If you feel lack somewhere, turn it around, by
looking at it as abundance in some form. Or concentrate on other abundance you
have in life. And then ask.
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